T_T why must this happen to me?

sigh...finally,we have to attend class again after 1 week break...so,i'm preparing for the worst since we are going to get our results for Trial exam.i knew i'll do badly..well,it turned out as expected..i felt sooooooo disappointed!!! *sob sob sniff*
why??why must this happen to me? T_T so sad!!i guess i'm just not prepared for this test.so many things hanppen today..and for no reasons,i was scolded by my parents because of my sister's mistake.this is just great!! *shrugs*